Worries

Well today things aren't looking up for me because of several nasty things... I can narrate them all to you one by one if you'd pay attention and not press the Back Button or any other tab thingie in your browser...

I've just been through my classmate's house today, having gone and done some work with out Systems Development Class. We're actuall working on an Information System with the Department of Education and sad to say, things aren't looking our way this time - I guess we'll have to scrape everything we've got in order to get through this ordealing midterms.

The bad mood sunk in at that aspect of my IRL persona when the burden of having the entire program done fell on our side because the other side didn't quite manage to get through the necessities of the other side of the system. The alternative was, therefore, to place it on the original side of the system - the web-based one. While it may seem easy enough to do, we're quite lagging behind on the schedule already and it pains my ass to even find out that such a change would have to be applied NOW. Really, it pains me to find out about that because theres been a lot of time for changes, and now as we near the last minute everything shifts back to the old terms. It irritates me, although I do my best not to let it get over myself.

That one's for my IRL persona. Things aren't looking up for me in ROSE either, since powerleveling has taken its drastic toll and now we're inching in levels slower than what a turtle is capable of, no, seriously. It appears that the new terms I had in gaming, which is to play every weekends and holidays, isn't fast enough for me to obtain competitive levels in the community. But what the heck, we've got worse things to worry about, and one thing I'm looking forward to with ROSE one day is to join the ranks of the ROSE Gamemasters and sell my gaming soul to the MMORPG that has captivated it :D

Done away with Dave, my OL Persona, and it appears that Lance also has his own share of problems. Right now he's experiencing a serious case of Writer's Block. There's this plot that I would like to string together with the existing plot but the worrisome aspect of it is the link between them, which I cannot seem to finish well. It appears that my weaknesses lie on narrating or better yet, vividly describing battle scenes in such a way that the reader will be able to visualize clearly what the writer intends to relay in the action-packed scenes (supposedly).

Well, tonight's blog for me is a little tad too fragmented, since there's a lot of emotions mixing in my head right now - anger, worry, frustration, problems, the negative stuff. I hope this all clears up pretty soon...

Like what my classmate had said - wish it was January already *sigh*